Thursday, September 15, 2011

Malaysia Day!

Today September 16th marks the holiday for our whole nation. Happy Malaysia Day to all Malaysian out there. Yeay I'm so happy that I get to wake up late today. Its going to be a lazy day today. Besides the fact that later at 1 ill be bringing Adrianna to Suria Sabah for Annika's birthday party. Well when it comes to eating I won't reject:-)

I'm just worried that the roads are going to be congested later. There will be marching and army and police trucks in the city since the Whole event is carried out at Padang Merdeka not far from we're going. Fingers crossed that we don't get stuck in the Jam. Happy happy joy joy. Ill do more posting later if I'm up to it. Till then.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

When You Over Stay Your Welcome

Its really hard when some people do not understand that the owners of a place need some privacy and that their stay is not welcome anymore. I get so frustrated having some family members who are always at the house. When i say always i mean everyday ok. For the past few months, coming to years this has happened. Its just that theres no privacy for us living in the house to use the living room as we like.

Its so frustrating that i get all moody every time i go back home. Who can stand being locked up in the room 24/7 because if i do go down i see my relatives lying down on the couch and there is no room for me to sit and make myself comfortable. How i dream to have a place of my own. Maybe i can even walk around naked if i really do. That is the kind of comfortableness that i am looking for. Not coming home to a full house and the only time its empty is when my mother goes out or at night which i think is ridiculous.

Its ok to have relatives over once in a while, but not everyday. I tell you i get so fed up i get speechless and i become silent when i am at home. I am no longer the teenage girl who never cared if her privacy was invaded. To be honest its difficult growing up in a family with my mother. She invites everyone to stay with us. Especially her relatives, regardless of thinking through whether her teenage daughter or son back in those days would feel comfortable or not. I used to go out all the time during weekends because i hated being at home. Now that we are all grown up and married the same thing still happens. Its sad but true.

My brother has his freedom now. He is renting an apartment and is living his life privately. While i am still stuck with a life with no privacy. No personal space.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

I cant sleep!!

Its hard to catch a good night sleep nowadays. During this Ramadhan month i find it very hard to sleep. I am tired but my mind just would not shut. There is so many things to think about. So many things to settle, so many things to pack for my hubby before he leaves for KL which is less than a month from now. Huhuhu...

Its sad having the thought of being far from my dearest hubby. Its going to be a challenge. Well, this is the path we chose. I have no choice but to wait until my baby is born and after the confinement period then i can join him. This is what has been on my mind that has made me turn into a sleepless zombie. Well, not totally a zombie. I did catch up on a few hours sleep. hehehe

But nevertheless, its heart melting. Well, other than that is the fact that i am still trying to sort out all my stuff. I have finally made a decision which i will stick to this time. Im going to bring some of my pre-loved clothes to the office and start selling them to my colleagues first. Than i am going to do some work of taking photos and uploading them here on my blog. Everything that has not been used in more than 6 months must go. Everything that is too revealing and non appropriate attire too shall go. Hey i am a wife and a mother now, its time to dress more decently. Like they say, less is more:-)

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Another Day at Work

Another normal and boring day at work. Im sorting out all the paperwork and as usual doing all the normal working routines. Filling out orders, making debt calls and staying in the office glued to my computer. Nothing much to shout about. Its a dull and repetitive routine but hey i still get my paycheck at the end of the month.

I am at this moment really, really bored with the normal routines already. Im sure alot of people would agree with me. Theres nothing exciting to look forward to in this line of work. Im pretty sure if i get the opportunity to jump into another field, i would. Believe me i would. I know i shouldn't be blogging while working, but hey its lunch time and im fasting. Furthermore i have completed my tasks for the day. Its a free and easy hour for me now.

I wonder what my toddler, Adrianna, is doing at home. She's probably driving the grandma nuts by ransacking the house or maybe just watching her normal Disney Junior Channel on top of a non-stop milk session. Yes, my darling Adrianna loves to drink her milk. Im not complaining though because she does need all the nutrients to be healthy. Plus she's not a big fan of eating. She's quite picky when it comes to food. Which makes me frustrated at times when she refuses to eat. But looking at her body, you couldn't even tell if she has eating problems.

Little baby sister in the tummy is kicking actively. She's kicking and moving about all over. I can feel her movements. I hope she's going to be one happy baby just like her big sister, Adrianna:-) I dont mind their activeness. Its truly a blessing to have my bundle of joy in my life. Alhamdulillah.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Starting to Fast

Today is the 3rd day of the fasting month. I just started fasting after being sick for the first 2 days of Ramadan. I am happy that i am able to start my fasting and so far it is running smoothly. I still have flu and cough but today is better than the previous days. Alhamdulillah.

I am at the office clearing the pile of work on my table and also de-cluttering the pile of junk that is no longer needed on my table.

I am feeling a bit groggy with the blocked nose. But i refuse to let this spoil my mood to work and spoil my day. I know if i choose to go outside, it's going to be another hot day in the sun. So might as well stay in the air-conditioned office until its time to go home:-) yeay.

During the fasting month, all the married muslim women are allowed to go home early. This is practiced because it gives them more time to prepare food for their family before breaking of fast. So yes, i get to leave home at 4pm instead of the normal office hours which is at 5 pm:-).

Monday, August 1, 2011

The Holy Month of Ramadan

1st of August marked the first day of Ramadan in the Muslim Calender. This month is a month where Muslims around the world would start fasting. I started the Holy month with a bad cough, flu and a bad soar throat. I'm very sad i couldn't join in fasting due to my condition. I was really looking forward to be able to fast for a whole month since i'm pregnant anyways.

I just wasn't able to this year. Previously when i was pregnant with my first baby, Adrianna, i fast throughout the whole month of Ramadan. It was really a blessing that time. This time i do not wish to harm my pregnancy by fasting in a bad condition. Anyways, since its a good month and another month before my hubby leaves for KL to work there lets just say that i'm making the best of it. Fingers cross that everything will be fine. I'm also crossing my fingers and hoping that i will soon be better to start fasting.

It is a good month to repent and renew ourselves from all the sins that we have committed.

Pre-Loved Items

Hello there. I know previously i wrote about selling my hand-me down items. Well, that was months ago before i found out that i was pregnant and was full of energy. I was too caught up with alot of things especially the first few months when i undergone a series of morning sickness which lasted for about 3 months. Well, now big and more energized im prepared to post all my hand me down garments (Oooops....Pre-loved items).

Nur was the one who suggested that i call it my pre-loved items instead of hand-me downs so that its sounds more better. Hehehe...Thanks Nur.

Ok keep a look out on this blog to catch a series of My Pre-Loved Items which i will be selling away at great low prices. I have to make a series of the post since i have too many pre-loved items. Bare in mind all these items are very memorable to me and are still in very good condition. Some are only worn once. I am a person who finds it very hard to let go of my things eventhough i know that i wont be using them anymore. Some i must say, doesn't even fit me. Im so lame i know. So what? Its up to me right. I have come to realize that i have been keeping all these stuff to the extent that im not sure where to put them anymore. Huhuhu...Enough is enough. I also know that i have to start creating a good habit. As they say "Less is More" :-)